The Shoe Fits

So I finally visited my doctor again today after two weeks of freaking out about the GD. Luckily, she is really nice and answered all the questions I had. Surprisingly, we like her WAY better than the CNM. It sounds like she might be one of those old-fashioned doctors that doesn’t really go along with natural birthing and what not, but she actually answered questions I had and didn’t make me feel silly for asking them. However, I found out that the clinic I go to rotates doctors so any one of 4 doctors could end up delivering me, so I am going to rotate who I go to unless they advise me otherwise (which they advised me to rotate).

Other than that, the appointment went well. The doc said that there is a chance that I might either need a c-section or induction at 37-38 weeks if my GD gets way out of hand. I am obviously more inclined to hope for the induction. However, so far, there is no indication that it might come to that because my glucose numbers are in a really good range just with diet alone. I am hoping it stays that way and mostly, I am hoping that I can keep up with the diet and excercise. But gosh, 9 more weeks! It seems so far away but not so far away. It’s crazy!

My baby shower is this weekend and I am quite excited. Mostly, because it gives me the green light to start buying whatever I didn’t get at the shower haha. So far we have the play yard, stroller and shelves. I am going to buy the gDiapers because I am sure no one will be buying those. I am waiting on clothes and I’d rather wait until the last minute anyways because I know I’ll just buy a bunch of stuff if I don’t stop myself from doing so. I am also excited because once March gets here, I got ‘permission’ from my husband (and mom) that I can begin to start putting things together for Caden in our room. I’ve been so eager that it’s hard to stop myself sometimes. I also need to develop a plan of action for how I am going to clean the crap out of my house (literally haha). I really want it spotless when Caden arrives and it’s really hard with pets. I am not discouraged though. Worst case scenario is that I’ll have to put the dogs and/or cats (at night and when we are gone) up in one room until we move into a bigger place. The bigger thing that needs to be done is carpet cleaning though! Ugh my carpets look hideous!

I’m going to leave on this note: I really really want a DSLR.

I know I know. I said I’d be good, be better…and look where it’s got me. LOL Honestly, I have wanted to blog but I just haven’t had a chance to. By the time I sit down and get ready to write, I just don’t feel like doing it anymore. Does anyone ever feel like that? I hope I’m not the only one!

So yes, I am 30 weeks pregnant. It’s a milestone for me because it means that I am just that much more close to the end. Plus, it’s nice to be 2/3 done with this pregnancy. I can’t say that I have had any major issues (except for the morning sickness in the first trimester) so there isn’t much to complain about. Except, oh yeah, the Gestational Diabetes. To be honest, I don’t even know if I have GD but my 1 hour screening test results were so high that they just bypassed by the 3-hour. If that means I have GD or not, I don’t know, but today I am going to be meeting with the Diabetic Educator so I hope I can get some answers.

So this is a two-day post haha. I went to the diabetic educator on Thursday and found out the things that I need to do. Mostly, I need to take my blood sugar 1 hour after every meal and it needs to be less than 140 mg/dL. My fasting number (first thing in the morning) needs to be under 90. So far, I am doing pretty good on the meals but my fasting number is hovering between 98-103. I am hoping I can get that under control so I don’t have to take insulin. Other wise, my diet looks something like this:

Breakfast: 30-45g Carbs

Snack: 15g Carbs

Lunch: 60g Carbs

Snack: 30g carbs

Dinner: 45g Carbs

Snack: 15g Carbs

total carbs: 210 Carbs

I have some leeway in some areas and I need to eat plenty of protein which actually counteracts the Carbs in raising my blood sugar. It’s been a crazy time to find low carb or carb alternatives . But if I balance my meals with enough protein and carbs then I am usually pretty set to go on having good blood sugar. It’s really frustrating watching what I need to eat but I know it’s for the benefit of me and Caden. I just hate feeling like I am hungry all the time. The biggest fear I have is that he will have macrosoma and I really really don’t want that to be the case because it will also means he has other issues related to high blood sugar. With that in mind, I am terrified about getting birth if he were to be big. I want a natural birth but I also don’t want to push myself to have one if its not going to be in my best interest or his. It’s something I’ll have to deal with but I am not as stressed as I was earlier in the month.

I think it’s time to post a recipe soon. Especially a low-carb one. I’m making Beef and Broccoli for dinner tonight and I am literally salivating just thinking about it!

Question of the Day:

What’s your biggest challenge right now?

so after getting overly frustrated last night, I called it quits on building a new theme. So this morning, after some subtle inspiration (*read Marcus) I started to work again on a theme. This time, I think I’m satisfied. I’m quite impressed with myself only because I stuck it through and even when things got all messy, I just tried my best to clean it up. The flower photo above is one that I did so that makes me happy that I can incorporate my own photography.

Speaking of which, I told Marcus a really great valentine’s day present would be to buy me a new camera

But alas, while doing the theme stuff, I thought it might get my mind off the wedding business, and, of course, it has not. I don’t even know how to go about explaining it. It’s truly a loss to me. I know it’s not like I’m never getting married, but it sure feels that way right now. And the sucky part: I have to pick up my dress this weekend. Oh life. stab me in the eye.

I still have other projects to work on, such as healthyme.albeyo.net, the-shoe-fits.net, and renewed-revu but hopefully I can complete those tasks by the end of the week. I just really need things to focus on and hopefully these three sites can do it for me.

Off to wallow in my cramps. owe

So, I didn’t mention, that I bought my wedding dress. FINALLY. it only took 8 months -_-

The thing is, I cannot gain ANY weight. I can’t even really lose any weight either. The dress fits PERFECTLY, when I wear the corset, my spanx and the slip. and of course sucking it in. (not bad though, only to get in it lmao). Buying my dress (which only cost $299, oh DB how I love thee sales) made me realize. WHY on EARTH does anyone buy a super expensive dress to wear it ONE DAY. Can someone please explain that may have bought an expensive dress? I mean, I know, it’s like your special day, you wanna look AWESOME, but really? a $1,000 dress? I am not knocking anyone who bought a dress like that, but I could never afford it myself to just wear.it.once.

However, my friend was telling me about some friends she knows that on her 1st year anniversary got pictures taken in her dress in very uncommon places, like horseback riding, in the lake, rock climbing, on the green, and pretty much any other place she could “get it dirty”. I am considering doing that. I also want to preserve my dress, for god knows what. If I don’t have any daughters, I might consider donating my dress as well. I don’t know we will see what happens.

Oh wedding. please come soon and swiftly.